Cedar Grove, Howell County and more of Jersey places to memorized. Wait, what are we talking about here? Aren't you working on some art projects? As practicality and needs come into play, I couldn't deny the fact that it has come to point where dreams needs to standby and just parked for a while til I have the nerve to conjure the thoughts of touching it again. It shouldn't be hard, adaptability is key. What can I say?

So to be fair and exact, I am working on a graveyard shift to ends meet. For a while, I was just nagging at my foster mom for some comfort and inspiration to lift myself up and just lets me realize how beautiful life is, still. Easy-going and fluidity is key. Damn it. However, I am here right now conjuring this draft on this desk full of rickety monologues trying to at least learn everything from CRM's of my new boss and the likes. But that's life right? We all start at one point. We all begin at some stage where life seems uncertain and unfair. Be it in the kind of my state or whatnot. Be sure to check me out next time, this post might be updated for some reason- an ambivalence mood.

Back at my desktop and figuring out everything all at once to make my boss feel lighter on her shoulder's load, regardless of my graveyard shift. I mean, we all have to make an impression to our bosses, not to sound like I am politically shitting out others but that's the way it is. You help your boss at some tasks to make her work-life balance seems graspable. I see that.

New people. Same-same tasks with new things to learn. Oh New Jersey, it may not be as the Jersey Shore show at once before, but it could also work that way. Trying to figure out the city and its neighborhoods. I can do that. Let's just work the heck up and make the brain sharper than it was, as to not feel stagnant nor jobless. Crazy. Let's hit the bandwagon with our dreams soon, just be adept with the current state- memorizing Jersey neighborhoods and recruiting people all at once.
 Have a blast, cause it's game time! I mean work.

It's almost three weeks since I moved back to Manila from Davao. It seems like my emotional depreciation about goodbye has slowly faded away. I know, I know, Davao is home and it will always be my home. I am just so happy that I have a home to go back into everytime I feel like going home. I missed you my hometown. Yet, life has to move forward and to try finding my luck once again in a big city is all I wanted to do right now-before it's too late.

What is there to settle in one place when you can traverse the whole world with the adventure in mind. As what my friend Love says, Davao will always be there waiting for me and I can always go back if I want to. Which is right. Soon enough my love.
I maybe thriving in a different city but my heart will always be in Davao, I do know that its serenity and simple life has gotten me hooked. It is after all the most beautiful and the most peaceful-loving city in the Philippines.

However, I have dreams. I have plans to achieve and things that I'd like to do in Manila or New York. Crossing fingers!
Fast forward to today, my adjustment period has been a little easy. I am no longer a cry baby trying to re-compose himself from sobbing, cause after all I'm faraway from my usual mundane and the normal things I do as a local of Davao. Nothing beats its glory to be honest, so I hope you would understand that I still feel lonely and sometimes cry and just wanting to go home. I know I can do it! Hang in there love,I'll see you one day and I shall rekindle my romance with you again.

11:37 The clock is ticking and the stand fan is swooshing back and forth. It is almost midnight yet I haven't feel the need to doze off, maybe because I slept late and woke up late. Relevant. Tonight, I have seen quite a number of things changed rapidly. There are those Instagram algorithms that makes instagram way boring than it was before. As weird as it is, I do scrutinize every details of it. Cause in the end, I wanted to learn new things, be it online marketing, branding etc. For me this is way productive than reading news and looking on to my Facebook newsfeed, ugh it is silly to say, but social media have succumb to being a non-realistic plethora of all things new in the 21st century.

There are those new discoveries, new things and terms to understand such as millenials and adulting. These are just few things to consider living in a high tech world of the 21st century. I wonder if the phrase "Ignorance is a bliss" has value anymore. Everyone wants to know more. Cause the more intellectual you are, the higher the chances of making it in life. Gosh, I barely even know IT stuff, but I have to learned how to put the HTML codes on this site and learned how to make a header in canva so it would look like it is still in. Or has it? I don't really care.

I was chatting with a good friend of mine about the new terms that we know nothing about, and failing to innovate or failing to know those terms could catapult you into being an old fashioned individual. It sucks sometimes. I am pro innovation, I am pro to all things new, but it also saddens me when I see people trying too hard to make an impression with nothing but a piece of shitty ideas to boot. I know, we all have that friend who wants to better his or her life and who wants to at least be in the know of all things new. Yet at some point, we forget to realize how to live simply. Because we are too busy innovating.

There are those tutorial about curation of Instagram, how to take better photos and how to look good in just t-shirts and jeans combo. Yes, I get it but as silly as it may sound, I really don't feel like doing everything and learning everything to be honest. Why can't we just stay and observe the sun rises and sets-on a daily basis. I bet you don't like that too. UV rays would damage your skin. Such is life.

I may sound so negative about innovation here, but I do hope people should realized the importance of living simply. This would surely vary on how you perceived simplicity though. As for me, I'd like to try new things according to how I feel, not according to what's in at the moment. Oh good Lord, may You bless us with something to ponder and not something to be stressed about. That's it, I'm done. 12:02AM Sleepy AF. Good night people!