Of love and lust these two can be an opponent for each other. It isn't easy to make these two works together as love is pure and simple whilst lust is vulgar and expressive. You got to understand that these two have something in common, and that is they're both characters who can either make or break you.
These two can be encompassing or irritating. Some says lust is bolder than love, it could ruin friendship, destroys lives and even wreck the whole world up. Remember the Sodom and Gomorra? Well, I bet there's a bit of in-relation to it. Whilst love is something that everyone tries to search, tries to hunt down. But not everyone finds it.
I have been thinking about some circumstances that turned me off, pruned me to grow and even have tested my self-confidence to be able to ascertain myself, that I am in a good side of what we called life. Positive vibes or whatever they maybe calling it. I can't deny that I was shattered by some tormenting soul eating trials these past few days, there has been some impact of it inside me, I'm questioning my composure, my being so optimistically drive lad. It's a roller coaster ride baby.
"A forced to be reckoned with" as some people said about me. Blunt yet soft-spoken, honest but controlled, a nurturer and a good friend to be with, well of all these superlatives and the blah blah blah it brought to me, to make me feel good once more is kind of a hands-off. It's not really helping me that much, in due time I know will bounce back. I was just taken aback on last Tuesday's event. I got myself screwed and felt my knees were weak enough to stride it off myself. Crashed out like ice, bullied like a fugitive caught off-guard stealing, or should I say I felt like Jesus Christ being hanged and got himself humiliated for saving our sins. That must be one of a drastic and rueful description to beat.
That experience will surely be a marked down for me on trusting strangers about my personal life and so on.
In due time everything's gonna get better. Everything will be fine. Thanks heaven for reassuring me.
positivism
My title do not just depict positivism but it will also give you a hint that I am gearing up to change my views about life and feeding my mind with the richness of learning. In some instances in my life, I have given so much of a chance to make and do something for myself. To do it, I have to sacrifice some things, some people ( love ones) and even the friends you've longed to not to forget. In my recently concluded training, I was hooked to the Kangaroo's way of life, this animal do not just obtain cuteness and adorableness but it as well posses such character of whom I find it amazing to look at. Aside from Australia's national animal emblem with the other one called emu. Kangaroo's amazing walk of life and existence put me in awe. Unlike other animals, kangaroo cannot move backward.
According to my trainer, Australia chose this as an emblem simply because it depicts "moving forward." Moving forward beyond hesitations, beyond negativity and beyond the trials they faced. I might as well count myself in.
I find it so awesome to fathomed the existence of one creature that gives us the ability and a great lessons to depict our lives on it. It's given to those who understand life- it is unfair. Better luck to those who think life's fair,but bragging about it's stagnant growth and undying emptiness. It is not fair. Yet some fascinating facts might change it this way. "Life's unfair, but it will only be fair- if you think it is." You got to include some persistence and perseverance to make the tune more appealing.
Now, I am gearing up to make something good and worthy for myself. I am gearing up to help myself and those kids back in Davao City for their school supplies. I am gearing up to see their beautiful smiles. I am gearing up to work, go to the gym everyday. I am gearing up to make up to my friends, to treasure my best friend. I am gearing up to love and be loved by somebody. Somebody I could say mine. I am gearing up to save so I can buy a dlsr camera for myself. I am gearing up to become a better person. I am gearing up to become a good friend, good listener, a good employee, a good and faithful countryman. I am gearing up to pray more, love more, laugh more and regret no more!
Because life is too short- in order to lengthen our stay on earth, let's think positive and be free. Life is awesome. Just think it is fair on your end. Do not expect too much. But be excited to move forward like a kangaroo and emu. Be excited to meet people. Be excited to learn new things.
Be grateful- cause life is more fun when we understand its meaning..
Who wants to live forever young?
I do. I want to. To see the glimpse of the earth, its amazing involvement to my life. The beauty of life. Who wants to live wonderfully? I do, I want to.
I feel so depress and hurt when the word
But now is the time to tell you, now is the time to make myself free from letting you unbound from the truth.
